grumpleupagus @oya@ubuntu.buzz

The ww author has started talking extensively about the "beauty" of the main characters in an extremely white way and I'm creeped out 😬 This book is creative except in the very specific ways it's boring and basic af. Still reading I guess

Someone's eating a lock of hair on page one

What the fucj

Reading House of Hollow, this is weird right away

I could prolly launch a hot air balloon right now

I wish amerikans were as full of compassion and revolutionary spirit as my butt is full of farts

Another good day. Got some tedious work done. Perfect weather. Had a drink outside with a friend. Watched a lot of Owl House.

The offsite is cancelled. I asked my boss about roganboy's vaccination/testing status since a family member I help some weekends is elderly and has asthma and I'm not jeopardizing their health for some reactionary shithead.

Turns out roganboy refuses to get vaxxed or take a COVID test. My boss said we could have the offsite anyway "as long as everyone was comfortable with it" and I said I wasn't comfortable with it.

My psych visit seemed to go well yesterday, I'm supposed to get screening for depression and anxiety and maybe get meds. I hope someone somewhere will call me about the screening because I don't have anything scheduled. I'm gonna wait for a week or two to see if the bureaucracy just needs time to get moving again.

I'm stuck. I can't schedule my bloodwork since my doctor didn't make a note of the labs she said she'd order in my chart. There's zero documentation in my file that the appointment happened at all. Might have to schedule the same meeting again and have the same conversation about my issues again. Hopefully she's just behind on her paperwork.

It was a good ass day. The depresh wore off quick after I got up, I got some shit done, ate a lot of dumplings. A giant housefly that'd been annoying me flew into an empty glass on my desk so I trapped it and released it outside thereby avoiding the sadness of doing a fly murder. My mind was up to its completely unhelpful ruminations but it was very background. Thursday 7/10

Using my imagination feels like I'm tryna get an old car into first gear but it keeps stalling. I'll get it tho I'll get it

But I can go to sleep

My whole shit is tired